2019 wrap ups

2019 was a challenging year for us having to lose a loved one. Despite I was given a lot more opportunities at work which I gladly and proudly completed, life is so unpredictable that I have got to accept fate lies ahead me. Mum was sick a few months back but she has been doing well now. It is me that I’m still mourning over the loss of my dear papa. To a point that I think life teaches me so many lessons, I have learnt and grown so much but I was not taught about how to deal with the pain of losing someone who is forever gone. Even when my father lost his parents in 10 days which I saw him weeping but I wouldn’t know how painful it was until I felt it myself. Now I feel like a headless chicken, it is so hollow inside. But I have learnt that 生命无常，没有什么好卷恋的，唯有珍惜当下。While I’m grateful for all the things surround me, I hope 2020 will be kinder to all of us.