dreams

Actually I do not know if I could ever interpret dreams. But I guess it reflects my thoughts and is very much connected to my lifestyle. I have to pen down this when my memories are still fresh that my father came into my dream again few weeks ago. I dreamt of him at the shop and he got a shock that I could see him. We chatted a little while before Xin Yi made noise and he told me he got to leave. The next day morning, my sister shared her dream with us and she too dreamt of him at the shop. Many of us dreamt of him at the shop, a place where he spent his entire life there. It's also a place we grew up and without my father and the shop, I wouldn't be where I'm today.

Yhi Cheng shared his dream that he saw my father waking up from his casket, smiling at him and waving good bye. He is a very compassionate boy that he told me not to cry because he can give me his daddy. He always has a big heart. And he said, mummy, if you miss your daddy, you can always whatsapp or video-call him.

How time flies that this Sunday is going to be his 6th's 7th. The pain of losing him is still very much to bear as I wasn't ready to say good bye. But I'll be fine and getting better each day.