end of oct

I went thru a whirlwind of emotions of late that I think I'm under huge stress. But in my defence, the two big ulcers I have in my mouth is not due to the stress per say, it’s because I have my son who bumped his head onto my lips. It was bleeding and days later, two wound appear and hence, the ulcers. I hate ulcers so much because they result in swollen lips and worse, any jaw movement leaves me in pain. Arghhh. I guess nobody will understand the pain I undergo. Ulcers are too frequent to me that my body lacks of some minerals. While I try to boost up immunity by taking multivitamin, I think the main reason is because I'm still breastfeeding. I have a 2yo daughter who still looks for me at night, and totally cant sleep thru the night. But I still hope for miracle one day that I can sleep thru the night without hearing her get up and look for me. My hubby said I should be proud because our children love me so much that they will sniff me before their bed time.

On another note, I went for an interview this morning. It wasn't the best of me but I have no choice. I guess I will keep praying.

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