Confinement is ending...

In the blink of an eye, xuan has turned 22mo and my second born is 1mo now. I just can't believe that confinement is ending so soon, though I dun really enjoy it- be it for the food or other rules. I have never observed a strict confinement. At least, i get to bathe everyday. but even that, Im quite upset cuz it is just not my routine and i sweat a lot. Lets not talk about the part where hair washing is prohibited which makes me even more upset. Then the tonic drinks and wine is another part of sad stories. But I'm so rebellious that I reward myself with chocolate rite after the meals and it makes me happy. None actually knew about it but my bro finally found out when his m&m was draining. Then my partner  in crime bought one kilo of chocolate from overseas to satisfy my taste buds. Confinement makes me tend to eat more. I have so many cravings rite now and whenever my bro or sis goes out, i will place my order to buy snack. In another two months, I will be back at work. Sometimes I feel bored at home and get so much reenergized when my office mates ask about office stuff. But the thought of going back to office makes me feel lazy again. And, arghh, I have to carry two bags in my arms, start pumping at office, washing the pump etc. I always hope I have the courage to extend my leave.